Outdate Blogger

今天，突然间想看大家的BLOG。（很久没visit yours）
怎知道霎时间涌出那种非笔墨，非打字，非口述所能describe的感觉。
But i'll try my best 2 让 all my fellow readers, friends and buddies 懂。
Becoz if 我不post出来，i'm afraid 我的Brain 我的Mind 会爆炸！

Ok... 让我现在list完出来... my thought, my feeling...

1. U guys 的 Posts 真让我被你们比下去了。我就快被归纳于‘Outdate Gia’ Category。
2. Till now i know, 我学会的前任主席，文书原来也有自己的Blog，而副主席们都有update their blog frequently。Only me, 只会把自己的想法，自己的感受keep在自己的心底。
3. Reading through 大家的BLOG，才知道大家都mature了，只有我停留在原地。Mature ar~will i be... somedays?
4. Reading through my class 的BLOG，才知道我的存在感 is almost fade away。越来越觉得自己像outsider了~
5. 最后，我学会的内乱，主席团的cold war，执委们的'acuh tak acuh'..... When will it end? Am i really the chosen one to unite them?

Actually, besides the obstacles i'm facing now in society, my situations now in sch, in class, at home are quite a mess. I still haven't sort out my personal problems and find a way out.... 烦！

I am very sry, my dear readers, friends, and buddies 4 not updating my own blog recently. Letting u guys down made me be ashamed of myself....
O God~ what am i saying now....

Till next time, when the blue moon appeared, then u guys'd see my next post.